when you gain the understanding, you will finally acknowledge that the world is innately cruel. the everlasting flow of nature needs morbid processes, which is not it's fault, as it doesn't and isn't able to understand the concept of morality. but us on the other hand, choose to be cruel every day. i look at the past, present and future and i see that none of it has a place for people like me - sensitive, insightful people who are aware of the systems placed upon us.