THE ULTIMATE FORM OF SELF-EXPRESSION

i used to think i was fragile, but later on i found that i have endured too much to consider myself weak.

i wanted to reinvent myself. maybe that could take away my older pain. maybe it could give me a new start in terms of self-expression. either way, the past brought me too much to bear. the constant misunderstanding, ignorance and cruelty - it makes me doubt that there is true empathy and happiness in the world. but maybe this will be the place for me to carve out my own sanctuary. maybe you will find refuge here too.

i know no one will ever truly understand, but i still have hope that someone out there will find this and at the very least feel seen. or that they will see me.